I'm home in Atlanta. Thank fuck. Lord willing and the crick don' rise, I will never have to back to Florida(please please please G-d). The funeral was...I gave the eulogy. When I wasnt giving the eulogy, I was livetweeting the funeral. I wish I was kidding but I'm not. If you're curious, search for #livefromthefuneral because oh my god it was just ( Read more... )

Today my mom called to get me the car because a friend of a friend I've been trying to meet for the 9 days I've been in S. Florida was supposed to come here so I could have someone to hang out with for a few hours. "Be so glad you're not with the family." My mother said. "Your uncle is fucking crazy. Your sister will tell you one day. It's a stress ( Read more... )

My grandmother is dead. She died at about 11 right around the time the Fall Out Boy show would've been closing which actually is a good thing as it will make getting a tattoo for her easier. I'll be able to use a lyric if I want. And hey! My mom called me by 12:30 and came and picked me up from the bar where I'd be watching the Blackhawks/Kings ( Read more... )

Everyone's fine but I was in another car wreck this morning. Unlike the others? This one's my fault. I take full responsibility for it and will not contest that all. I'm not sure exactly how it happened but I know that I did something wrong - though I'm not sure what. I'm scheduling a defensive driving class for either this weekend or the next ( ( Read more... )

( My real life is both exploding and imploding simultaneously. It's one of those things. I put it under a cut because it deals with 1) depression 2)anxiety 3)car wrecks and 4)financial crises that seem to never ever end 5)my issues with my father and not everyone wants to read that crap. )

Bulletpoints for easy access:

( The Bad )

Got a call from the rental car company. On top of the 250 dollar deposit, they need another 190(not including tax of course) for the car which I am returning today. So...there's another ~450 added to the 1500 bringing the total up to just shy of 2 grand. Damnit. *Deep breath ( Read more... )

I have begun going through my shit today to see what physical items I can sell on top of the fic and podfic services (which will have their own offer and price post later) *scrubs face ( Read more... )

Because my life can't ever let the fuck up, pure stress lead me to fall asleep in my main therapy session yesterday. I just closed my eyes for a second and when I opened my eyes, the session was over and more than half an hour passed. I freaked out at my psychiatrist and he perscribed me more anti-anxiety meds but I left my wallet at home. So I had ( Read more... )

I may have lost my shit sunday. *cough* Things were bad. Like bad. I didnt get to sleep until 5am and music made me cry and I just had to wait until I passed out from pure physical exhaustion. I didnt sleep until 5am. I just sat in bed with my dog and tried not to doom spiral ( Read more... )